There's something that I think I should tell you all:

I'm not feeling very well, and I haven't been for a while.
Something inside me has jumped to track.
I'm confused,
I'm not thinking right, I'm not sleeping right

And I... I...
Just don't think that I'm complaining about this or asking for your help. Because there's nothing anyone can do about it, it's just happened and that's all there is to it. But I don't know what I'm gonna say from one minute to the next.

I really don't. I don't know what I'm gonna say and what I'm gonna do. Do you understand that? I know this is coming in a bad time for everyone, but there's nothing I can do about that. I'm tired. And I don't see thing the way that I used to.
Everything...
Everything...
Everything is fucking strange.
And this fells completely out of control. And I'm fighting... And maybe if you all give me some real help... I know that would be...No, not your pitty or generosity. But some help, take a look at me! I, I, I know that I'm blowing everything. But I can't... If I don't say this now I may never say.
Everything is going very fast,is going very, very fast! Completely out of control!
And if I don't say it today,tommorow may be too late!
I may be too crazy to even know how crazy I am. I don't know what to do! I don't know what to do!
It's something that happened to me and I'm very lost and it doesn't stop!


It's not getting better,
I don't get better!
I'm not getting better!
It's just going on,
and it's going on, and there's nothing I can do about it.


it's not stopping!
it's not stopping!

This entry was posted by Fernanda, on sexta-feira, agosto 26, 2005. You can leave your response.